Knowing God - Today I Am Comfortable With, Well, "God"

 

Since my last blog entry ( I Know God, Do I Know Jesus? ) I have been thinking more about who I know: God, The Trinity, Our Lord, Jesus, the Holy Ghost, my Heavenly Father (Parent)... Thinking, walking, listening, and simply going on with my day to day life.

I am comfortable with how I call and interact with God. Or rather with You, God. I feel empathy during the Passion, it is like I am there with You. When out walking I have no problem talking with You, we have been talking for as long as I can remember. I cherish our conversations when I was young and knew you as "Fish", my friend and companion in exploring the world. I fall asleep with You now on many nights after quiet prayers, sometimes breathing in my call of "Father", "God", or "Jesus" exhaling "Thank You..." You hold me when I forget, or cry, or am tempted. I know You, I interact with You, I have given, and give, my life to You.

I think questions come from my fear that somehow I am still "doing it wrong", that I somehow fail you. Oh how human of me.

I do have a deep and personal relationship with You. I need not worry about the exact definition of "You." More importantly I need not compare it with labels nor worry what others say I "should" do or call You.

A Prayer:
Lord God, Thank You for being with me today, and all my life. Please help me to never stop asking questions about who You are and what we are together. Please help me to remember You always love me, regardless, of well, anything. And thank You for the faith I have, and help me never let go of that faith. Amen.